Our Sunday School class spent some time in John 9 this week which tells the story of the blind beggar healed by Jesus. When He had said this, He spat on the ground, and made clay of the spittle, and applied the clay to his eyes, and said to him, "Go, wash in the pool of Siloam". So he went away and washed and came back seeing. - John 9: 6-7 We discussed how Jesus didn't need the mud, he didn't need the saliva. He could have healed with a mere thought, but he chose to use dust and saliva as instruments for His miracle. I noticed Jesus doing something in this story that we see Him do often throughout scripture.
Why, when I have experienced His touch and sensed His urge to go or do something have I not done it? Was my touch less real? No. I'm certain of that. Was my heart less thankful? Maybe. Was my story not as retell-able? Not really. He probably had to travel 1/3 to 1/2 of a mile to get to the pool, and for a blind man, that would have been difficult and would have required him to believe, to have faith. He was a beggar, a social outcast, and most likely people weren't going to be helpful and guide him in the correct direction while he traveled blindly to the pool. He would have had no one but himself and the instructions of the One who touched him. He would have struggled, but he was determined to do what he had been told. He pushed through difficult and refused to settle. He was not content with continuing to live with what he already knew. That's where my story and his are different. I don't like difficult and sometimes I settle for what I already know instead of facing difficult. Sometimes I procrastinate what I know I've been told. Sometimes my Savior is not allowed to be the final authority in my decision making, I'm sad to say. Most of the time it's me. I can't read this story without being reminded of something that happened in our house when the girls where little. God used what happened in this little exchange to teach me something then, and He used it again this week as I re-looked at John 9. Here's what happened - The girls were probably about 2 and 4 years old. I stood in the laundry room working and they were in there with me. My back was to them as I worked and they played. Suddenly, a sound coming from their direction perked my ears a bit. It was the sound of nothing other than SPITTING. My four-year-old recognized Jesus authority and used it, maybe not exactly correctly, but she knew there was authority in Jesus. The blind man found authority in His words. Do I? Do you sometimes struggle with stepping out blindly uncertain of the terrain, having nothing to go on other than the word He has spoken? Not sure if the direction is exactly right? I do too. Maybe we can do this thing togehter. The blind leading the blind until we get to the place where our eyes can see what He had in mind all along. XOXO,
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